in an old house in paris that was covered in vines, lived 12 little girls in two straight lines.


bleagh. i've watched all of madeline's adventures cartoons on yahoo.
cant they create more?
walao wei.



and today i've learnt a lesson.
theres only ONE sunday in a week.
haha.
blur me.



weeee.today is a happy day.
im $600 richer than the day before.
alhamdulillah.
(:



and like lynn,
special sms in the morning from the you-know-who,
made my day!
(:

hullo all.


im so sleepy.
i just had a 2hr phone talk with lynn.
its fun.
we shd do that more often.
call.talk.keep quiet.sing.scream.laugh.
and lastly,
disturb punet who had fishballs in her mouth.
we shd do tt more often before
she has to call someone else,
who'll bk out next week.
kakakaka.kikikiki.


i received my birthday present today.
advance b'day present frm shah.
coz u know y?
she got kinda excited
when she went shopping one day.
then she saw something tt she thot i'd really like
which i do. i like!
so she bought it for me.
its earrings n some very heavy,100 carat necklace (?)
and since im planning to wear tudung (full-time, insyaAllah)
when i start school (insyaAllah) which is in july,
(my birthday is july the 16)
she decided to give me now.
so tt i can wear them now.
haha. sounds funny rite?
n guess wat? i wore it there n then wen i got it.
kemaruk lah seyy.
shah! i'll renovate my guitar, specially for u.
insyaAllah.
(:


oh, thanks adib for the gpa tix.
u're my bessssssssstfren!
weeeee.


anw, i just finished chatting with kai.
i dunno y he thinks tt im so smaart wen it comes to bgr.
haha. mad.
this link is for guys: http://www.girldatingtips.com/articles/Friends_or_Lovers.shtml
he sent me this link.
and i ended laughing like mad.
like which guy will actually bother gg to a website
that has 'girldatingtips' in it?
kental seh.hahahahaa.
anw, wat the article discussed is true.
somehow its true. rite?
but then again..hahahha.nvm.



im gg ecp tmr.
with nizar and gaya.
gaya wanted to blade initially.
n i dun want.
so i was thinking of wat to do.
or how nizar put it: gaya rollerblade, then we do wat?
haha. wat a qn.
so i thot. y not we cycle the double bike (is tt wat it's called?)
coz the other time i cycled with mak la,
it was fuuuun laar.
despite falling, (n for mak la's case, flying) off the bike,
it was still fun la. laju gile!
BUT. on second thots: haha. errm. no la. change my mind.
if i sat in fornt, i definitely cant control the bike.
if i sat behind, i cant see the front!

hullo.



hi gorgeous! *paris hilton's voice*
haha. i just cant resist temptation.
i had to copy this down.
thanks bitch.u're so sexy.
hahaha.
(tis is an inside joke, if u don understand, nvm)




last wed was great.
it was the n.a.f mini reunion.
fizah planned tt we go eat dinner tgt.
in the end, ya Allah! she drank
strawberry milkshake only.
me n lynn had to give her THE FACE.
obviously lynn and i ranab everything ah.
mushroom mushroom mushroom,
shroom shroom shroom.
and someone tamak ah. wanted to take all chili sauce!
btw, i think lynn gets kinda pissed off
everytime she shops with fizah and i.
we'll be tooooooooo bz entertaining ourselves.
and she'll be tooooooooo bz checking out clothes.
then she'll ask 'oi! ni lawa tak?'
and fizah and i will give irritating responds like:
ni kain belen2 ni, budak poly yg jahit.
eh! baju ade gambar kitty. alaaah cutenye! (dgn penuh kementelan palsu.)
wahaha.

n.a.f
now.and.forever.

aneeway!
have u all been reading bt all those killings
in iraq?
rabak kan?
disastrous.
hai..all because of americans.
sweeping statement?
no. its a fact.
americans are so good are spinning tales.
spin here spin there.
just to suit their stupid worldviews.
now bush aiming for india.
hypocrites!
amaaa!
haha.u all go n read la.




ohhhhoooo.
check tis out.
me: eh wait! my father's here.
him: hi pakcik!
him: im nurul's boyfren!
me: waat?


hehhehehehe.
its the little things that he says tt turn me upsidedown.
u know, its tt kind of feeling when u step on a
spring board, and shoot 75 stories high.
haha..ye. setinggi menara kembar di kl.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
cloud 9 cloud 9 tak main ah.
ni cloud 123304860 ah.
7 mths.
come september, it'll be 1 yr.
perfect!
(:

if u're reading this..
erm..wat can i say rite?

hullo everyone.



its a b-e-a-u tiful sunday.




yesterday was great.
we had a mini girls day out.
shah, anisah, muni, fanah, suli and i.
we had a scrumptious (for some, orgasmic) lunch.
hahha.
at hjh maimunah, the one at jln pisang.
we had ikan bakar, tahu telor, sambal goreng, pucuk ubi and kentang with kerang.
nice la.
after zuhur we headed to beach rd for bowling.
bowling. bowling.
haha. now this is extremely funny.
we took part in a 'tournament'.
team cool-ies: Ain Jambu, Shah Model, Minah Motorr.
team bleos: Fafa Sweet, Muni Gile, Suli Kurus.


due to unforseen circumstances and sudden lack of skills, team leader of the the belos, FS, was demoted after the 5th round. having made really discouraging remarks on MG initial winless, FS should be paisey tt she ended up as the hopeless one in the end.
on the other hand, unsurprisingly, MG, propelled up, as she "brought glory to the belos team". she scored and topped her team. impressive i must say.
SK was pratically hopeless, hence, theres no need to bother much bt her. (cheehh! aksyen seh!). in addition to that, her flopped technique was further proven when the ball in her hand flew backwards and caused much damage to the cool-ies team behind her.
as for the cool-ies team, SM was just as pathetic as SK. we suggest that she just keep herself to the runways.
MM put up a rather mediocre performance which was good enough to keep the coo-lies ahead of the belos.
and leader AJ, made the team proud by scoring cool-ies' winner against the belos.
15 mins before the match ended, MG unilaterally decided to leave her team for the cool-ies. her decision was very welcomed by AJ. with that, SM was no doubt the one to be transferred to the belos, with no transfer-fee at all. FREE OF CHARGE. hahahah. (oops!...anyway..)
MG took no chances. she played hard and was really desperate for points. and her effort paid off. this made AJ a little complacent. she created and wasted the opportunity and hit no pins 3 rounds straight. nevertheless, her last minute advance 'brought glory to the team'. hahhaa.



ok. end of a much opinionated report.



after bowl was mini shopping at beach rd
and light dinner at raffles hosp banquet.
by then, there were only me, shah,, muni and fanah.
the boyfren-less.
and, as per normal, our topics of discussion never failed
to excite us beyond human imagination.
haha. especially when bt guys who love to peras-santan.
ohmygosh..THAT'S IT LA!
and we discussed about SERVICES. haha. and we wonder if its open to the general public? haha.
and lastly, we decided to settle on a very interesting verdict:
perasan guys who think that by saying/doing sweet things to a girl he thinks likes him but he doesnt really like her, is so stupid and can go jump into the lake. hahhha.
perrrrrrrrrrrraaasan! pegi jalan daaaaaaah!
hahahhahha.


anyway..
it was all worth the time and effort (:

hullo.


i've updated my photopg.
waahah.

hullo,



i read shah's blog and i laughed hard.
i didnt know grannies wear boxers.
wait, do they?



anw, when shah, nizar and i was at beach rd
last sun, i met shaff!
i miss her so much.
n hugging her almost made me tear.
(as in cry la. tear. tears..not tear as in koyak.haha..kk)
she brought me to her mum
who excitedly thot that i was with a boyfren.
haha. shahrul hafizy was there too.
having said 'dah besar ain', he asked me to send his regards to my bro.
(dah besar ain? haha.. are u okay?)
anw, didnt buy anything at beach rd.
then shah and i headed to bugis.
where we shopped and also made weird comments.
-the person who designed this must haf been inspired by mao chetong. (how do we spell his name?)
- skirt macam baru kene gigit dgn tikus
wat else huh? i fgt.
well, it was fun la. the whole thing.


oh ya. shah and i learnt a lesson.
we either bring our own telekong or come early next time.
haha.



tuesday, ie yesterday, i met up with
sugar peilee, steam and bittergourd.
mama was mia as she had prayers.
anyhoo, it was great catching up and all.
and we took neoprints.
and its interesting how our neoprints turned out good everytime (not surprisingly).
come to think abt it, our 'clique' rarely take pictures. but we always take neoprints.
ok. watever. tis is so draggy.





anw, im craving for teh haliah.
rabaak lah, haven had one since..last 2wks.
ohnooo.
ok. watever. tis is so random.



oklaah. i shall get gg. ciao.

hullo


watddehell la.
i cant upload pics on my blog.
anyhoo,u all can check out my photopg.
tt is if i've updated it la.





okaaaaay. shall butt of frm the com now.


anw, happy birthday luke!

hullo everyone.




i am in love.
truly
deeply
madly
in love.
(:
(:
(:

they say love is blind.
they say love dont cost a thing.
they say love cannot be bought.



but they are wrrroong!!
love is not blind.
love does cost a thing
love can be bought.
hehe. love will be bought.


i am in love.
in love.
with the braun buffel purse i saw tt nite. (:
and it'll be mine soon.




advance birthday celebration was alright.
but somehow the mood wasnt there.
haiii..
but topless 5 was splendid! (:
yummmmy.
it was also the
"pose anyhow picture-taking day"




i am tired right now.
but shall go watch pianist now.
ciao.

hullo.



we will only need each other
we will bleed together
our hands will not be taught to hold another's
cause we're the special two.


i dun wanna cross that line, but im curious as to wat lies over the other side.
god pls give me guidance.
(:



anw, i had a short nap just now.
and i had this nightmare.
my typical nightmare.
its so real.
its all abt me running away frm something or someone.
hiding in a rm with a door tt doesnt really close, tt doesnt really protect me.
its either a door or windows.
its like, i always dream im at home alone,
and the front door will be opened.
when i heard voices near the door, i'd run to close it.
only to find tt the door is smaller than the frame.
so meaning, even if i closed it, the person outside can still get me.
its either tt, or the windows' locks dont work.
like, dah lock berkalikalikalikali, but the window can still slide open.
i hate tt.
:(
i dun like it wen dreams feel real.
dun like aaah.



ohhho, tauhid smsed me just now.
funny la. 11 fat guys said hi. ahhha.
but its good to know he's doing great there.
good for him ah.


hai..come april,
i'll lose 2 of my gd frens to the spf and the army.
haha. all the best guys.


alrite. i better go catch some Zs.
keep care everyone.



pray hard tt friday will come asap!

hullo



today was a great day.
went to work and felt so happy.
maybe because the fierce looking cleaner smiled at me first time ever.
applied for half day so tt i cud go back to aj to get some stuff settled.
met nizar at the train stn.
oh. btw, nizar was prescribed with a whole packet of medicine
frm national skin ctr. haha. seram sey..
after talking to mr ong, we headed to pe dept.
oh my oh my.
i miss those days.
the 'slacking at pe dept while waiting for training to start'.
the 'talk rubbish session while waiting for training to start'.
this yrs team got harapan.
go aj hockey!
top 3 pls.
(:
after tt, we headed to cityhall 4 dinner.
sakura of course.
walked ard a bit and i got so tired.
so yeah. home sweet home.



anw, while we were at sakura,
nizar was excitedly telling me all abt his bros.
so confusing la.
the 'nak masuk nie'
the 'nak masuk same course ngan gf'
the 'frm sr go poly'
the '2 yrs older than us'
confusing kan?
then i was kinda lost and kept asking.
then he got slightly fed up ah.
him: my brother bla bla...
me: huh? ni brother yg mane satu?
me: first or second?
him: *took deep breath*
him: ok,ni yg second.
him: yang miang. yg ade banyak gf.
me: *laughed sampai nak ter-choked*
him: the first one ade gf jugak, tapi tak miang.
him: nak masuk nie.
me: hahha..oooh.ok.


sedap sey kene..miang.



anw, haf u all been reading bt iraq's (recent) political crisis?
the 'recent' is much needed coz political crisis there is like everlasting.
so, must specify the exact period.
so much for america's acclaimed political progress.
everytime i read the news, i'd feel so disturbed.
its bad enough that they are ruined.
they dont need muslims to bomb each others' mosque.
to think that they worship the same God,
and kill each other...gosh.
so they're of different dominations,
but i really don see y such reactions shd occur.
maybe its the america's fault. again.





something worth reading:
http://www.harunyahya.com/incompatible02.php

hullo.


due to great demands.


the 5 ways to avoid missing faraway loved ones.

ok, assuming the loved one in particular is ur bf.
haha.ok..this is just an example.


1) do not. do not. in fact, never, spend time thinking bt him. haha. i dun mean forgetting him altogether but dont bother staring out the window and saying 'haii..somewhere beneath this same sky, i know my darling is coming home soon.' drop that ok. just spend ur temporary, for-the-time-being singlehoodness. yeah, this is just the right time to do things that u couldnt do while he was ard. hehehe. no no. im not suggesting u date other guys, haha, but gather all ur gfs and haf fun. now tell me, how many of u are (kinda, sorta) guilty of ditching ur gfs for ur bfs? so, this is the splendid time to call ur gfs down, dressed up to the nines, go for therapeutic shopping aaaand, coffee(or piggin' out for some). if u haven noticed it, all the activities i suggested above involve too much fun/attention. hence, the idea of sitting n dreaming bt bf is so faraway.
for instance, 'calling all ur gfs down' is one helluva task. haha, easy as it may sound, u pull a little of ur hair, smash a few things, splurt some vulgarities, cut some wrist in the process of getting them all down. haha..ok, a little exaggerated, but i guess u know wat i mean.
ps: this step only works if u (1) have gfs who still bother & care (2) have single gfs, or (3) have gfs.
haha. if not, mothers also can la. or ur desperate housewives aunts.



2) write him a letter but don send it. u can write an essay for all u want, write bout all the little things u did or felt that day and avoid being too mushy. its supposed to be a self-centred kinda letter, where u go..'i did this today. i said this to that auntie. i drank chocolate milk. i i i' ok, u may add a little of 'you's. hah. believe it or not, it really worked. there was once i went for a short hols, and i kinda missed this fren of mine. so i wrote postcards to him. when i came back to singapore, i told him bt that and asked if he wanted tt card. then he told me to keep it and give him once i've written more, and made into a bk. haha. so, this method shd be tried.
BUT im not suggesting u spend hours everyday writing letters to him. haha, then, it defeats all purpose of doing it in the first place.



3) look thru events/pictures/letters/anything that include none of him. (provided thers any. if there isnt, u can alw visit www.interesting-events-in-zimbabwe.com. haha. u cfm cant find ur bf on tt webbie.) and this step is also for those girls who haf no other ppl except their bf. yikes, pathetic as it is, these girls do exist. anw, if i were to go thru events, for instance, i'd reminisce bout those time i'd spent with lynn and fizah. the videos, the lame jokes.and i'd reminisce bout the girls day-out i had with my sec sch/aj frens. i'd read the letters lynnette and fizah and chiang ee wrote to me back in sec sch. i'd look thru the pics i have. weeeeeeeeee. i can spend days completing the tasks above lah sey.



4) cook! yes. cook! pls note that the definition of cook here does not include cooking maggi mee or rice. cook here means, cook nasi briyani ke..(dgn lauk pauknye sekali), nasi ayam ke..(dgn hidangan sampingan nye sekali). from my experience, cooking requires concetration. the other time, i was preparing sweet&sour fish, then lynn called. gosh. i lost concentration and put the corn flour into the wrong mixture. wahah. so, cooking is one good activity to keep ur mind off ur bf. hehe. but if u're a professional cook (like fanah..hehe) and u can cook without having to concentrate so much, u can try baking. yes.maybe baking pizza with different toppings? its such an escapade. having completed this step, the next mandatory step, is to call and jemput me. hehe.



5) get urselves addicted to some computer games! haha. be it championship manager, grand prix legend, civilisation 2, the sims, pinball, mario bros or minesweeper. anything la. just play! haha. computer games are very addictive. BUT, this step is kinda risky, coz, u may continue getting addicted even after ur loved ones some hm. heh. so, carry this step with much discretion.
or! u can go to any cd shop and get addicted to some new music genre or just some new bands. if all these while u've been listening to emo songs,try somthing new. try listening to an underground hiphop or rock bands tt u rarely hear of. or anything la. something different.
but if listening to lyrics of songs make u think of ur bfs, try listening to those hardcore metal (or watever tauhid likes) coz, i bet, cfm, plus chop that u cant figure out wat the vocalist screams. huahua. dsktakdsktakdsktak..tubtubtubtubtub.chiaaang! wooaaaarkkk!! rrrroooaaar..ooouurrhh..wooaaaarrrkkk!! haha. now tel me if u'll get emo listening to tt.
ps: this step only works if u enjoy music and are flexible and open wen it comes to various music types.



aight. tts all for the 5 ways bla bla bla. hahah.




anw, yesterday, i left hm as early as 8 am.
reached orchard at ard 8.30 am.
we promoted ydc. youth donor club.
the beginning of the whole event was close to 'shit'.
but later on, it became so much very fun.
i went ard far east recruiting new members.
saw some aj hockey guys, hopeless guys i mus say.
saw yani. saw some scc hockey players.
good day afterall.
the mini concert outside heeren was great!
and the emcee, who's also a member of ydc was cute.
haha. and pei lee just had to tel him that i said he's cute.
paisey makan tosey sehhhh.
haha. but really la, he's this indian guy
whose name has been repeated to me like 3 times,
but i kinda forgot wat it is.
nvm 'cute emcee' will do just fine.


oh anw, on my way out frm al falah,
i saw this familiar face getting off his bike.
then as i approached him, i knew he was one of the aj seniors. couldnt rmb his name, but good enuff i rmb him n he rmb me. wahh..got bike already.semangat!
me: wahh..dah de bike seh!
ramli: haha. yalaah.
ramli: last time, rmb, i always tak dtg skolah?
me: skipped sch untuk pegi bike lessons?
me: haha! serious?
ramli: yah..that, and other reasons ah.


haha. senior senior.



alrite. now, i wanna go for retail therapy on my own.
last evening, i went shopping alone at orchard fter the ydc event. weeeeeee.fun yannow. it has never been that therapeutic before in my life. haha. ok ah. ciao!

hullo.


i kinda missed chatting with punet no.2.
so, i've decided to nudge her.
oh. did u know, tt wen i watched final dest 3 recently,
the main actress' face somehow reminded me of her.
haha.
punet the sadist. acted in final dest 3.
everyone. catch the flick before it catches u.
errp.
ok.



anw, i wanna blog bt my a levels results.
first and foremost, im not distraught bt my results.
at the same time, im not beaming frm ear to ear
talking bt it now.
but overall. alhamdulillah. (:




some frens out there are really disappointed.
especially knowing tt they deserve more than tt.
and tt those who scored well dont.
frens, have faith ok?
nizar asked, why some ppl can excel in both CCAs and academic? they genius ah?
my answer's simple.
Allah decides to give them more. but then, Allah is fair. He gives more to all of us. only we haf yet to find out wat it is.




so fellow comrades,
keep ur head high.
believe in urselves.
theres really no point fretting bt the past.
theres only the present and the future.
yeah..i believe, with tis benefit of hindsight,
we've learnt tt we don get wat we deserve all the time.
nevertheless, theres no space for giving up.
all the best.
InsyaAllah things will be fine.