hullo!

hows life? mine's been greeeeaaat! (: (:

i had fun today. friday that is.
had colourpops for breakfast. u know wats tt? a breakfast cereal that tasted weird.
anw.. i got the prison break dvds from fuad alr! at last! haha. thanks dude. we're even now.
went shopping with Ma after tt. and while she belek punya belek, try punya try her blousesss, i made frens with the 2 salesgirls. tt was funny. and i bought my stuffs too. (: (:

happenings around me got me thinking bt my family.

my parents. i feel really lucky to have parents like them. although they can really fight draggy wars against each other over the most ridiculous issues and get me really irritated and upset for tt, i realised that they're the best i could ever ask for. yeah. although their random words can easily pierce thru my heart n smash it into pieces, their random words can also brighten my life. although their harsh actions can drown me in my own tears, i must admit, i feel so underservingly blessed to have them with me.
my mum's brave and strong. fate has been harsh to her eversince i can remmbr. i hear her cry in her prayers sometimes and then almost immediately, tears stream down my cheeks. i know its never easy for her. but i'll alw be there for her, and most importantly, she knows that. i enjoy the moments we spend tgt. like when we massage each other or when we gossip bt the karaoke nyonya sitting at the seat opposite us. or when we try to escape from some madman on our way back from the market. haha that was funny! the bakul trolley tunggang terbalik! apek gila punya pasal! and i like it when my father has to work night shift cos i get to slp in her rm. yay! and i like to watch cerita hantu with her, cos both of us would cover our faces and make some abnormal "we're-scared" sounds. and most importantly, she's been there when i needed her. (: (:
i love my dad too! everynight when my he comes home from work, i'd excitedly anticipate his grand entrance to my room. haha. it really makes my day if he comes in happy. i love the late night supper where we eat, talk and semi-watch some lame chinese variety show till my mum has to come out of her room with her reminder siren. " dah lah korang, dah mlm tak habis2 lagi bebual?" and sometimes, i cant believe i actually sit thru his entire nagging session bt 'sampah masyarakat'. haha! and i love it when he drives us around, cos i get to sit in front and talk non-stop to him till i get dizzy and have to shut up voluntarily. i rmb one time when i was telling him bt how some kids have to use their bursaries/study awards/raya collection to pay for their family stuffs, or their fathers ask them for money. then i went on to tell him how lucky i am cos i have such a grt father. "thats why la, i feel that im very lucky sebab dapat bapak yg sungguh responsible, hardworking and GE-NE-ROUS..(poked his cheek)" ( "ahh. tau pun..jadi kena jadi anak yg baik..bla bla bla.." my mum menyampuk from behind) well seriously, my dad's a gd dad, tho he can be weird at times.

and yes. i have brothers too, i haven forgotten bout them. i wish i could tell them how much i love them. although im enjoying all the attention n love im getting frm my parents, i'd love to share it with them.altho disappointment has alw been the best word to describe them, i'd rather choose hope instead. right now, i don really care bout happy family crap. i just want them to be happy with their lives, cos i know they're not. well, Allah knows best and things will be okay sooooooooooooon. i know.


anyway, movin on to lighter stuffs, syawal booked out today and he sounded like tekong is what he's made for. haha. im glad he's fine and happy. steady la cousin! u're the best!
and congrats to azman who just got his driving licence. pando can quit his job and work for me.
annddd... the kambings are here! i missed the from-lorry-to-makeshift-kandang ceremony. i like to see pakcik2 trying to get the kambings out of the lorry and into the kandang. i rmb, last time, one kambing managed to escape into the mosque lah seh. panic stations! hahahhaa.. i cant wait for hari raya haji! and i pray that all my brothers n sisters performing their Hajj are safe there. amin. (:

alrite, this is a long entry here. hahha.

hullo!


hey.. its already the last week of 2006. how fast time flies.
and yes 2007 will pass faster than i'd imagine.
and i have good feelings bout this coming yr.

anw, its christmas today.
for some reasons, i find santa to be more popular than jesus. hohohoho!
and its interestingly weird how the non-christians got really excited about this day.
haha. im very liberal when it comes to accepting others' culture. but.. hahah. nvm.

oh. i was out yesterday when, for the first time in my life, i saw a beautiful chinese girl right before my eyes. and i just couldnt keep my eyes of her. she had a thick mainland accent, but i totally didnt mind. haha. her eyes, nose and skin complexion mesmerized me. oh my. God's creation.. anw, korang lelaki jgn jealous sebab tak dpt tgk.. haha

alrite. i gtg celebrate christmas now. wakakaa. k no. im off to roam ard singapore!
anw, i like the britney spears' christmas song!


gaya and bessie and yc will be back home soon!
ahhh. i miss them!
welcome hm!
vannekumm vannekumm!! sawadikaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!


k dah.

hullo!!


weeeeeeeeee. its friday alr! so fast!

anw. i planned to jog today. berangan nak jog sampai sembawang then beli roti prata.. berangan.
hai..



anw, the outing yday was tremendously fun.
haha. endless laughters man.
the bowling was good, with fanah hitting the alley.
literally hitting,but in a more heavy and floor-smashing manner.
kau! if only the floor could speak for itself..wakaka.
anw, picture taking was damn hilarious. i laughed hard till my jaw cramped.
"ah bodohh!!" haha.
and pool was a bigger riot. the belos were hopelessly hopeless. ok maybe suli was an exception. and ppl like fanah and muni should just be made to collect flying balls or hold sticks kat tepi, or whatever they are comfortable with. haha!
the jamtel team as usual ah.. kasi dorang chance. haha.


anw, its nice hanging out with the girls, altho almost everyday i'll see the same belos faces when sch starts..oh well. haha.

hullo..

suppp...
rainy week huh.

rainy days make me lazy.
i haven been jogging for the past few days
and some ppl find it weird that i jog around my blk.
oh guess what. the perimeter of my blk is similar to that of yishun pri sch. hahah.
i actually did an experiment. don ask how.

i have a happy news! my fren is pregnant! ahahhaa. i was damn excited that i didnt even ask the basic must-ask qns, like how many months and how are u. oh don worry my fren is married and its not an accident pregnancy. yay! (: (:

anw, i was talking to nizar last nite bt our jc days. we realised tt we really miss those days.
from mambo no.5 to getting to the wrong class, to shoes hiding. to curly fries. to husband and wife and who hated who.haha.oh. don we just miss those days? jc life is so unforgettable. :(
i dunno if i'll develop such similar wonderful experiences in nus. i hope i will. 3 mths of sch and i haven made any new real frens and i haven taken part in any memorable events. hahahha. pathetic seh.. nvm, i still have time. yessssaaah. i REALLY NEED TO PLAY SPORTS. REALLLLLY. thats the only way i'll have fun. cos seriously, i don enjoy organising events. hurhur.

anw, mighty nurul is back. haha. good. we can have secret dates again. (: weeeeeeeeeee!
bangkok tgt next time? yessaah pak cik azhar! ok dah. jgn yg mcm2.

anw, lynn and i caught the holiday last fri while waiting for the sophisticated-wedges-wearing-office-woman afizah. aaha..
anw, i dont rmb jude law being very charismatic the last time i saw him in gattaca. and jack black never failed to live up to his reputation as the fat/cute/funny/adorable guy. and cameron diaz? ohh. she's hottt and she can act. it's a nice xmas movie! really! but i feel that they shd give more scenes to the 4 main characters and eliminate the oldman, haha. he and his love for hollywood i dunno. aaaahh. but anw, the setting was superb. mhmmmhhhh.. nice. go catch it ok~

anw, i have decided to create a shopping list. it'll be a good way to boost my dampening shopping mood

- a watch (:
- that hp pouch that i can attach to my backpack.
- a sch bag.
- RUNNING SHOES! i dont want to slip and almost fall again. paiseh...
- jeans.. haha. someone bought his tt day. i also want.
- guerlain, colours of love.
- saw III vcd? heheh.

ok. i don need a long shopping list, cos its not like i would really buy them. hurrrhur.


alright. its seee asss eye time.
yeah. and to gonj, pls drink water. dehydration is baaaaaaaaaad.

hullo.

i wanted to sms shah n i sudd remember tt she's not in s'pore.
oh dear.. i miss her!

i've been enjoying my holidays.. i have a sad news tho. my dad suddenly changed his mind n decided i shdnt go for the m'sian trip with my frens. thank goodness yc n bessie are very understanding frens. guess we'll just have to hang out tgt in singapore. (:

met up with minachee gaya on monday. it was a short date actually, with us watching 'ella enchanted' on my lappie. its fun 'chilling'.. ahh. *big hugggs* and i m missing her alr.

i was complaining to my mum bt how little trust my dad has in me. he checks my bag, my purse (yaahh. full of receipts i have yet to claim frm u, dad), my stacks of gash, (i wonder if he checks my dustbin, cos he has this uncanny helpful habit of emptying my dustbin for me.haha), my dressing table, my drawers and i dunno what else laaa. check for what?!
oh dear dad..

anywayyyy. today was supposed to be the acimaporats day. but sly kena pegi ngaji! haha. so angelic. but i still had a great day tdy. tho it rained and there were rats!!!! ok, there was only a rat. but it was disgusting. haha.
so i hang out with nizar who was super extra generous today.thanks dude! anw we shd so think of things to do the next time we go out. or we'll end up staring at each other. hahha.

okies, prison break now.
n maybe i 'll get lynn to sing to me again at night! hahaha. i love her man.


oh. syawal, the bestest cousin in the whole wide world, will be enlisted for ns tmr. im gonna miss him!! all the best my dear! 'its just ns, mind you' haha.

k dah.
ciao.

these shall keep me busy till 22/12/06. (:

hullo!

im chargin my dad's mp3 player! weee (:

and.suddenly im thinkin of lynn now. and her gonj voice. it feels weird to be up this late and not talkin/gonj-ing with her. hahhaa. sounds so wrong. anw i shd go visit her at ttsh someday. tunggu ye saaay. *hmmm*

anw, let me summarise my wed.
nenek. comp games. late.shah. nizar. bak's bday present. open season.nizar. sleep.snore. snore. snore. town. ajprom. adib. looked good. j1s. pretty!. za. masjidsultan. kept promise. thank you. family. dinner. marina. esplanade. home.fanah. analysis. question marks.

random-ness.
/5 hrs frm now, u'll see me at sembawang park eating breakfast aft a morning jog..bliss...
/i love my bros altho i hate them
/i am not taken by anyone.pls.

hullo!!

i've changed this blog thing to google/beta/i dunno what.. i havent quite understood its functions. anw..

the exams are over! (:
and im so happy.
but this fren called me up to wish me gd luck the night b4 my last pp.
so i replied, now then u wished me, might as well keep it for next yr!haha
then he replied, no. not gd luck for the exams. but gd luck for the results. hahaha.don cry ahh.
that is what i call, a sadistic friend.
but anyways, i wanna say a HUGEE thank you to all my friends who've been by me all along thru out my exams journey. haha. to lynn the gonj, afizah the manpret (ahah!), nizar the dearestest, the NUS schmates (shah, fanah and thaharahrahrah), besse the best, dzul the controversy and of course to the imaginary friends i made when i stayed up late to study. (: thank you u all! (:


back to real stuff,
yday after the last paper which was general bio, shah and i went to the night safari! i bet ALL of u know alr la. anw, the place is terrific and i must say i was so jakun and i was pratically beamin frm ear to ear thru out the tram ride. thank god it was dark and the animals couldnt see me. if not...nvm.

i am not sure if shah has alr uploaded the pics, but u guys pls don expect to like see pictures of animals. cos, unlike the zoo, the night safari is dark and using flash is a nono. so the only animals u'll see are the homo sapiens. and some really cool decor. (:

anw, what shah and i have come to realise is tt, the night safari is such a tourist place. we were asked like 4 times, "so where are u from?" it'll be fun if we could reply tt with something other than 'singapore'. but i guess patriotism swims deep in us. so u know what our answer was.

today will be a fun day! i foresee tt.
and, its my father's birthday today! (:
even if u can get really unreasonable at times,
even if u still use my hairbrush when i told u not to,
even if u'd come into my room when im studying and make stress
even when u scolded me for taking forever to settle forms.
even if u trick me on the phone
even if u made my darah menyirap at times,

i still love u bak! (: (: (: (: (:






alright i feel like talking bt timor leste and thailand now, but the entry will be so long tt u guys will give up on reading. later la ye.

enjoy ur hols cos imma enjoy mine! (:

2more days! (:
then i can talk abt overseas trip with besse n yongchuen.
then i can plan my holiday with my parents.
then i can meet up with friends.
yaaay! and i'll get the reply for my student accommodation application!

arrh. anw, something has been bothering me lately.i dunno what to do with it. i wish i was a little braver and that i could say what i want to without having to choke on the lump in my throat. i give advice to frens, but seriously, i feel like an impersonator. so much for telling my frens to sit down and solve their problem and not run away from it. and here i am, going on an escapade. arrhh.i wish i hadnt heard anything bout it. i wish i wasnt told the truth. ignorance is bliss. but too bad laaa.. i heard everything. and i was told everything. i know everything. damn. and with everything, i cant just sit and do nothing. omg. seriously. i cant just run away and just look on the bright side. because the true light is in the darkness i choose not see.

till i find the courage to face the truth, i shall go study for stats and bio.
(:

hullo!


selamat sejahtera semua!
weeeeee.
2 more papers. 2 more! 2 morrrre!


anw, i went out with cousin mar yday b4 she goes back to uia this sunday.
its fantastic! movie and the long chat. and the so-tak-tau-malu ambil gambar session. we caught deck the hall. its a nice christmas movie. humor, familial love and self-determination all bundled in one. anw, i really hope my cousins and i can spend more time tgt some other day. (:

oh. i posed for a picture in the car too before i drove. haha.u shd see i look so small la, compared to the steering wheel! but too bad, u cant see it here. hahaa. oh thats Ma btw!

anw, i would like to take this opportunity to tell all my friends and loved ones that i really care for them. yes, thru thick thins. tears and joy. thru the cool and kental moments. always. trust me. (: